I currently take medication to manage anxiety and depression. I have tried to cut back on the anxiety medication because it makes me feel zoned and dissociative. I feel this way without it.
I am having some tough, no energy symptoms that neither my primary care doctor or psychiatric nurse practitioner can seem to help.
Last night, I had this nightmare where I was in a town and aliens were hovering above. The space ship was destroying the buildings and people were trying to escape. It seemed as if I were in some kind of control over this .. or knew about what was happening. I was with someone and trying to get away from the beams of distuction.
I ended up finding a place of hiding. It was a movie theater type place with many seats. Even there, it felt unsafe.
The scene turned to outside. There was a person with a machine gun. It appeared as if trying to keep people from panicking. Perhaps trying to defend the public.
All at once, the person was like a puppet. And I could see.. or feel him being rotated in a circle. He was shooting everyone and everything in sight.
Panicked, I woke up. Can't sleep now.
I'm not into dream interpretation. I was terrified. Now writing about it. I have had similar such alien dreams that frightened me.
I guess right now.. wondering if the decrease in the medication was the.
I don't think a person was the cause.. maybe I need to stop analyzing it.
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