Dear "It"

Copy write Poet ZD

Dear "it",

I see you there staring at me. You are the very thing I hate most about me. Yet in the same breath, you have been my lifeline. You have been the very thing that has kept me going. I cling to you like a child would a security blanket; terrified about what my life would be like without you.
People I know stare at you in discuss. I loose friends because of you. You hold me away from support I want and need. But I clutch on to you. Not setting you free.
Someone.. Somewhere.. Hear me.. 
What does a person do now?

Poet